Tuesday, August 28, 2007
Quite seh now. But since I'm not intending to read my readings or do MUCH odac stuff, I shall blog!
Anyway, if I haven't told you yet.
I got into ODAC Main Comm. Became the Hon.Gen. At this point of time, I dunno if it's good or bad. But just hope everything will work out. And differences will iron out.
That day I met Meng Heng at the medical centre. We were both ill. He congrats me for getting into Main Comm, but he asked me why I ran for Main Comm. I couldn't answer him. He asked me whether it was out of obligation? I told him, it was because of the seniors' influence. He didn't sound or look convinced. At that time, I didn't know how to reply him. I didn't know how to convince him. In the end, I just don't feel a need to do so.
Since I know what I'm doing, just do it lol.
A lot of my friends see me very tired these days. Every time they ask me what I was doing, it was most likely to be about ODAC or ODAC people. I know it's tiring. I know the politics is getting to me. My mom said I will confirm get to this politics thing during my work, why get into it now. But it's different lol. It's a conscious choice to get into this shit. It's what I want to do lol.
It may sound very stupid. But mei ban fa. Like I said before, it evolved to a stage when it's not a matter of me choosing to run or not, it became a matter of I know I feel too much not to run. *emo emo*
Just hope I can live up to expectations and not cui lol. *pray* But I'm really glad got Mike they all in the same Comm lol. We became closer & understand one another more. Weisi hor...can u stop niaoing & geking me! The others (meaning pf people & freshies), hope to know them better. Know they are capable de...just wanna know them better lol. See first...maybe this comm will turn out v fun & welL!
Its just me and you <3 .
10:16 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
*terribly sleep-deprived*
Just a message to say... I'm still alive.
Its just me and you <3 .
2:10 PM
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
That day zebra sms me a weird message.
*i think he was in one of his sentimental moments again*
It goes something like this.
"Hey dude, long time no meet up. Hope you are doing fine. Just sms to say I have not forgotten about you. Meet up soon k."Just before I was typing this entry, I was just talking to my secondary school classmate, Huilin. She sat 1 seat away from me. I remember every time before physics test, I will receive her call. Always when I was enjoying my 9pm show. ALWAYS. Period. She would be asking some questions about physics which I never thought of, then try to explain to her. Most of the time I was pai-ing my way through. Surprisingly I can always get the answer.
Apparently she came back from USA 2 weeks ago, but I haven't had the time to talk to her since then. Many a time, in the past year, we couldn't even chat properly over msn. She would be rushing off for lessons, and I would be going to sleep or whatever. Sad. Somehow, over the years, I think we drifted apart. But I still miss her company. I miss the days when I'm proud to say I'm from 4/10. People like Amanda, Sheng Nan, Yiling, Xiuxia, Xuan they all...They seemed to have walked out of my life.
Will my JC class 7A be the same too? I know Wan Lin & Esther wun get out of my life no matter how hard I chased them away. But others? People like Timo, Zebra, Zichao, Kok Chong? They would know new people. New friendships would be forged. Old friends may be well forgotten by then.
Someone told me this before, which I find extremely heart-warming.
因为你交朋友是付出真心的, I can't bring myself to lie to you. Maybe that's y I found many close friends. I'm damn grateful to them. But sorry for the past few months for not being contactable! I know Huoy Fen keeps cui-ing me to organize VNR outing. I'll try k! I'll try soon I hope!
Just to let you all know. I haven forgotten u all k! Meet up soon!
Its just me and you <3 .
8:39 PM