Monday, August 22, 2005
| INTJ -The Mastermind You scored 0% I to E, 47% N to S, 61% F to T, and 26% J to P! |
| You are more introverted than extroverted. You are more intuitive than observant, you are more thinking based than feeling based, and you prefer to have a plan rather than leaving things to chance. Your type is best described by the word "mastermind", which belongs to the larger group called rationals. Only 1% of the population shares your type. You are very strong willed and self-confident. You can hardly rest until you have things settled. You will only adopt ideas and rules if they make sense. You are a great brainstormer and often come up with creative solutions to difficult problems. You are open to new concepts, and often actively seek them out. As a romantic partner, you can be both fascinating yet demanding. You are not apt to express your emotions, leaving your partner wondering where they are with you. You strongly dislike repeating yourself or listening to the disorganized process of sorting through emotional conflicts. You see your own commitments as self-evident and don't see why you need to repeat something already expressed. You have the most difficulty in admitting your vulnerabilities. You feel the most appreciated when your partner admires the quality of your innovations and when they listen respectfully to your ideas and advice. You need plenty of quiet to explore your interests to the depth that gives you satisfaction. Your group summary: rationals (NT) Your type summary: INTJ |
My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:
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| Link: The LONG Scientific Personality Test written by unpretentious2 on Ok Cupid |
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6:01 PM
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Friday, August 19, 2005
| Career Inventory Test Results
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personality tests by similarminds.com
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11:36 PM
11:36 PM
曾几何时,曾经想过要写一篇故事.
一篇关于一个迷惘的女孩.一个简简单单的女孩.
我曾经写过开头, 但最终又写不下去. 因为这毕竟是个无法完结的故事, 没完没了. 我甚至不清楚, 这将会是篇喜剧, 还是悲剧. 当然, 没有人喜欢悲剧, 但是人生又不可能是完美的喜剧. 而且有时, 完美也是一种缺陷. 完美是个美丽的谎话.
现实的社会, 是充满着失败, 沮丧, 遗憾. 如果缺少了这些瑕疵, 也许人生就没有那么精彩灿烂. 人应该从错误中成长学习, 改进. 无法走出阴影, 就只好把它隐藏. 隐藏有时候并不是逃避. 毕竟, 上吊也要先让人喘口气. 学习了隐蔽, 才慢慢的学会放手也没什么不好.
我身边有形形色色的朋友. 有的心思甚密, 有的漂浮不定, 也有的抓摸不定. 总之是五花八门, 各有特色. 在过去的两年, 我的确成长了. 我不会认为我成熟了, 但我真的学会了很多. 从一开始的, 就认清了人性的丑陋, 到人性的善变. 这种种的种种, 我开始有了些领悟. 领悟不等于顿悟. 有好多事, 我还是似懂非懂.
比如说, 对于人生的方向. 我明白人生的无常. 想法往往不可能成真. 所以我们有时候, 无须太在意选择的对与错. 在新加坡长大的唯一遗憾, 是让她灌输我 "怕输" 的精神. "怕输" 让我们怕尝试, 怕走错一步就会满盘皆输. "怕输" 在很多方面都影响了我的选择, 我的概念. 性格情感上, 我武装自己. 社会的思想枷锁紧紧的束缚着我, 使丑陋的好胜性情占据了我的本性, 并隐藏了人性本善.
人性本善. 但多少人能在虚假, 武装的虚拟世界中, 抛开社会上馆有的思想观念的累赘, 并找回自我, 做回自我. 就好比我自己, 从来就一直希望能进入娱乐圈的大染缸, (幕后)制作一些有深度的思想粮食. 但种种的一切, 都让我觉得自己根本就不属于娱乐圈. 身边好友都一致认为我横看竖看都不象搞艺术的, 但是我多么希望有人能告诉我, 叫我毫无保留的追求我的梦想, 义无反顾. 如果最终失败了, 至少也不曾后悔.
但是到现在, 这个人都还没出现. 这突然让我联想起陶吉吉的 "爱很简单". 爱真的有那么简单吗?
曾几何时, 我以为自己明白什么叫做爱. 但回想起来, 那单单纯纯的一时冲动到底算什么? 也许从始至终, 我根本不明白那是怎么一回事吧.
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9:15 PM
9:15 PM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
The previous post seems to be posted by an alien isn't it? Someone that's surely not ME, u will be thinking. But bleah... it's me. I hope it's more readable and ya... it's improving my english. Less of the ya.. ar..hor... eh... you know.
Anyway just wanna talk about some shows i watched recently.
Eh... charlie and the chocolate factory. For that matter, I didn't really have much of an impression of charlie. The whole movie is more on Willy Wonka, his weird, ash-white deadly face. I can't really pinpoint how I feel [and that itself is a mystery cos i normally could] towards the movie and Willy. I mean like yes, it was a spastic show. The music, the songs, the mad Wonka. But there's something, something nagging at the back of my mind.
I just can't make it into words.
Well, first, it's astonishing to see Johny Depp sooooo unlike himself. Firstly, dead white and sadistic and child-like. I mean this is one sadist and WEIRD child. Reminds me of many people I have seen around. Their actions are so understandable once you learnt of their upbrining n their background. Reminds me of myself to some extent. Well, every1 has their share of unhappy childhood. Some just have more than others.
I could empthatize with Wonka's flashbacks, faraway looks, phobia of certain words or things and really out-of-the-blue behaviour. I don't think this show is without any depth. There are quite a bit of extras as compared to the original written version. There was more emphasis on Wonka. Initially I was surprised why on earth would Johnny Depp take up such a role? Erks. But yeah, after watching, maybe this is so good, it will warrant him with something? Who knows. He just gives me the creeps.
From a fantasy, he brought a whole new level to it. But the effort did seem rather obvious. It's obvious isn't it. The whole change in atmosphere and tone when the frankstein willy appears. Okie... that's that with Charlie and his chocolate factory.
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3:22 PM
3:22 PM
And I just finished watching 2 hk serials: 肝胆昆仑, 秀才遇到兵.
The latter is damn farnie! A must watch. Thumbs up man. Best hk serials I've seen in this year. Trust me. Okay enough of the promoting, let me start on the second one first. I wun dwell on whos acting, but there is this one character to look out for. The one acted by 米雪. It's the hk actress, rather old, not the singapore mc. Although she's over her 40s, afterall she was the sorta 花旦 in 无线. She is the 银幕情侣 with the 刘松仁, the one in hard fate with the bunny teeth. Both have bunny teeth la.. damn cute.
Anyway, [my personal opinion only], she's the 看头 of e whole show. The other one is the male actor, the one acting as in the dancer in the show showing on channel U now on the dead husband chasing his wife, tt show. Ya... he forsake his normal 大男人 macho look to become a sickly and no use scholar. But a very smart scholar. N his laughter wah.... infectious and downright disgusting. It's so arrogant, but still it's funny.
It's about the mother, 米雪, who is the 飞鹰, a thief who robs from the rich, kills alot of people, den gives the money to the poor. Then one day she meets this constable, 元华, who is on his tracks. Den the stupid constable fell in love with the wah.. v pretty 飞鹰. Den started the chase and run, run and chase. Den [wah mushy man] 元华 save 飞鹰, ganna injured himself, den 感动飞鹰. In e end, the wife gave up her secret identity and become a 黄脸婆. Pretending not to know martial arts.
Den e show is how the daughter later realises the sham, den helping her mother to dodge from e authorities. How e future son-in-law helps 飞鹰. The whole story is damn farnie. N very touching. Heehee. I love this kinda story.
肝胆昆仑:haha i only like one thing abt e show is the 元华 and 盖鸣晖 e couple. 盖鸣晖 is the chinese opera, look like guy that girl. Actually she's very pretty when she is a girl. Haha... both of them are 欢喜冤家, one is thick-skinned, another is 不要脸. Keep arguing, quarreling but still aiya v nice. haha... but they don't have much 戏份. Sigh, they are more appealing than the main characters themselves la. Waulau so childish and really their acting sux. Give more time to the better couple la... gosh. For goodness sake. 无线 don't seem to recognise that!
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3:20 PM
3:20 PM
A lot of boundaries, worries and concerns are self-imposed. Humans are really very stupid. Why bother to add on to the whole pile of worries yourself? Sometimes worries come when you try to act smart, infer too much and in the end, be overly worrisome.
If people can be more frank and open with one another, perhaps the world will be a much much better place. Think about the fights you have with your parents, your beloveds, your friends. Was there something that is blocking the communication? Feeling as though fighting just won't get you anywhere, so in the end the fight stopped, but you feel like it was a waste of time.
Being frank doesn't mean you have to be confrontational. It may just take abit of initiative, a little bit of your face. Maybe the result will be awesome. N the future is so much better because of this small action. But more often than not, most people will not take that small step. Maybe it's Newton's first law at fault, blame it on the inertia, blame it on your mass. But yeah... it's still your fault.
Sometimes it's the fault of the heavens. After all, this is their idea, isn't it? Their big plan. We could blame them and believe everything is their doing. But we can take the responsibility for ourselves and start blaming ourselves. Blaming ourselves could be the first step to reflecting. Perhaps when we blame ourselves, any misunderstandings could be more easily seen and understood. N conflicts resolved.
Character n personality play very important parts in the conflict resolution process. This sentence reminded me of the time i borrowed a book on conflict resolution, but I couldn't even finish 1/4 of it. So this and this solely is coming from my mouth. Right out of the horse's mouth. Maybe u can agree with me. Maybe not, it's just some of my musings after so many years living. 17++ only, but alot learnt. Learnt mostly in the hard way, but I wouldn't change it for anything.
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3:12 PM
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