Saturday, July 16, 2005
i scrape e last msg, cos alot of ppl asking me abt it. Dun want to create any misunderstandings in case any1 get offended. not picking at any1, but more of a underground system i realise exists. Being sick of it all e while, but just that something triggers it off. Den it needs "ventilation". So ya... ignore it.
Its just me and you <3 .
12:38 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
Sometimes i just wonder y are some guys even more sentimental than gals? So zhong gan jing. Izzit something going wrong in women, too much testosterone, or izzit guys getting more oestrogen or progesterone? It's weird when u c guys suddenly getting all emotional in their blogs. So when u tok to them. It's a v diff n interesting sight also la hoho. Not like i xiao qi ppl share their probs with me. haha. just an observation.
Its just me and you <3 .
10:52 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
Today just watched a series. It's not like v v fantastic or like chuan ren re lei, but there's something han xu abt it. Very subtle. It's not like u will watch den wah! shiok! damn nice show. But it's also not like u will wau lau, wth, waste my time watch this kinda show. It's not bad actually, really. V real, yet v fake. e emotions really take care of everybit. Mother n daughter, father n son, wife and husband, wife n man, politics, scheming, cause n effect. How an evil person become like tt, how she is still good. How women fight over a man, give up for a man? How people die for nothing, so stupid, yet so noble.
Aiya, a lot of gan jue, very nan to name. All v subtle n unfamiliar territory. Sometimes u wonder y we become who we are, y we do things e way we do? Maybe right n wrong aint tt impt alr, every1 has a reason to do something. Everything happens for a reason. Maybe i'm wasting my time trying to understand everything, wasting my energy thinking to find a reason for everything. Ya... zi xun fan nao. SOmeitmes xiang too much is also bad. Plain bad. Waste time, waste energy, waste brain. The world is too conflicting, too confusing. Maybe jian dai, stupid dian jiu shi da zhi hui like someone dunno who sae da zhi ruo yu. Yep da zhi ruo yu.
Actually i'm rambling on and on, n i dunno wad i'm saying. I'm typing wadeva's coming on my mind. When u get e gan jue of something men in ur chest, den u wanna get it out. Sometimes it doesnt get out, so u forget it. If u cannot forget it, u bury it. Some1 sae b4 u better hope u can hide it from everyone, especially urself. It'll be disastrous if u urself find out. Mabbe if no one finds out, u can continue to indulge. But if every1 knows, u wun get a chance again. Haha... sounds so weird. Wadeva la. I know can liao. Dun haf to try to understand wad i'm saying. Some stuff if i wanna sae i will sae, if i dun, well, dun bother asking. Somethings i tot i can fang xia, but i just realise mabbe i dun haf to.
Its just me and you <3 .
8:56 PM