Thursday, January 29, 2004
Dark magician. You love the dark because of it's
beauty and just the life that no-one else sees.
Mysterious, calm, quiet... But that doesn't
mean you're not friendly!
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What kind of dark person are you?
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You are one of the few out there whose wings are
truly ANGELIC. Selfless, powerful, and
divine, you are one blessed with a certain
cosmic grace. You are unequalled in
peacefulness, love, and beauty. As a Being of
Light your wings are massive and a soft white
or silver. Countless feathers grace them and
radiate the light within you for all the world
to see. You are a defender, protector, and
caretaker. Comforter of the weak and forgiver
of the wrong, chances are you are taken
advantage of once in awhile, maybe quite often.
But your innocence and wisdom sees the good in
everyone and so this mistreatment does not make
you colder. Merciful to the extreme, you will
try to help misguided souls find themselves and
peace. However not all Angelics allow
themselves to be gotten the better of - the
Seraphim for example will be driven to fighting
for the sake of Justice and protection of those
less powerful. Congratulations - and don't ever
change - the world needs more people like you.
*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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6:51 PM
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Saturday, January 24, 2004
You are the colour Blue!! You are fun, sporty and a
really friendly person. You can be a bit of a
rebel and get out of line, but you know how to
have fun. You are a really cool person.
What Colour nail Polish are You?
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10:14 AM
10:14 AM
Thursday, January 22, 2004
These few days really very sad. Cannot be happy enuff. Dunno y la. Perhaps cos of jess incident. I shant tok abt it anymore, so depressing enuff liao. Tok abt my class. My class damn li hai lor!!!! We got 3 top scholars, from nanyang, from tchs and from nanhua. And we got first in bio diagnostic test!! I cant stand it lor. So stress ar. Stress stress!!!! And during maths lecture, i'm like okay okay i still understand ms hia, but when i'm doing the tutorial, i'm question marks question marks!!! How to do!!! Arghhh, JC is so different, even inequalities are so difficult. Crap, i'm like cheated in Os, how come in Os can one, in JC everything cannot one!!!
Anyway other than stress, my class at first not enthu one. During orientation, i still remember i took along time for the slippery slope. So malu. I forgot who i partner with. But i wanna each person to try on their own rite. But my partner ying wan to go hand in hand as in hook hands. THen everytime we will drag each other down. Bleah. Crap. Then our class guys damn qi guai. They not like other guys, dun really like to play soccer or ball. But they love to sing!!! That was at the first few days, during orientation cos they will take the handbook, look thro the songs and sing!!!!! Then we always got live concert! haha. But now, they aint so sing-y anymore. Last few days i think we still played captain's ball. Alot of times. Actually they very sport also. But hongming he very extra. One day they went to play cap ball but i stay at class bench to finish my letter first den join them. Huimin was with me. Then hongming says it's quite stupid for 10 people to chase after one ball. Didnt he know how much both of us like to play ball, insult us until like tt. Of course i very bo shuang, but i keep quiet. Huimin says it's better than throwing a ball down the lane. Hahaha. i wanna give huimin a high-five.
Anyway S7A rox! Cos we won alot of things! We won the fact flag! And the CNY banner!!! All thanx to kok chong, he's GAP one! The oranges he drew very mei very very nice! But the monkey face abit qi guai. But ours is the most special one! haha we so happy when we won, but den no one went to claim the prize cos we waiting for zi cao to take, but he's nowhere to be seen. Then some stranger went up! Haha, but we got it back and we started to sell our prize at the CNY street market!!! Our bagua sushi quite hao sell! It's really nice lor. Next time you should try.
Anyway, i bought a monkey for my class mortal. Cos wanlin that stupid girl gave my mortal, Yinhow, a nickname call monkey, den both of us went to macdonalds on sat and saw the mac monkey, very cute!!! haha... that girl is infatuated with him lor. Thinks he's cute haha. Monkey, kok chong and yuan wei form wad we call the sing song group. Berne, kok yong, lim teck form the tok cock group. So got sing song, tok cock group. THen still got cheena group with that ze jia, ziwei (mingzhu ge ge) ahahhaa.... That stupid ze jia always wu yuan wu gu luff at me. Anyway that stupid wan lin came up with a name for the three of us- esther, wanlin, me, called "YEW". Y for "yan", E for esther (zhi, your classmate!), and W for wanlin la. So crappy, den during lectures, we would pass a paper around den haf our own chatbox. Then we can suddenly luff until very mad, until like siao zha bo. then got one time, hongming say our screw got loose!!! Bleah. Our class is fun and stress, sigh sigh sigh. Hahaha.
Its just me and you <3 .
12:53 AM
12:53 AM
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Aiya these few days very very tired. Esp after that episode with Jess. I think should jiao dai abit.
I rent and lent the vcds to jess very very long ago. A week before the supposed datedue. Then one or two days before datedue, i msg her to ask when i can take back the vcds. But she told me she has no time to watch. One week liao, nothing from her. Now den she tewl me she habben even watch.....!!!!! Okay nvm, the most urgent thing is take back from her. So we try to make up a time to take the vcds. First we yue monday, den cannot. Then tuesday, still cannot. Then for the rest of the week, she has no time to come out! Only come out and pass me the vcds leh! Like for 15 minutes, also cannot?!!
nvm, so i have to compromise. Any way will return late liao, so later abit also nvm. So i yue hao saturday. Saturday is very late liao, but that time i already very happy can get back the vcds liao. So i wait wait wait, ba saturday everything tui diao. Jess told me her phone bills very high, so i cant call or sms her. Can only contact her on msn. JC everyday so late reach home, i where still got time and energy to come online. But wad to do. She has the vcds, i cant do anything to her! Esp cos i join huang chen props section, everyday seven go home, reach home 8 or 9 liao leh. Then everytime i try to talk to her and yue a time to meet, she will say she very busy, den sae bye. Then will ignore me. I have to thick-skinned, keep msging her, den she li me.
Then she sae she no money so can dun pay anot. i was like ''' wad lor, lend u so long, u never watch already like tt liao, still sae dunwana to pay. At first already shuo hao we gonna share, and she was very enthu at first lor. Now fan lian bu ren ren. Nvm, i already very pissed off, just wanna take the vcds back, so i said no need pay la. make me pay her share lor.
So on friday, on msn, i msg her again. I wanna to confirm the time for sat meeting, but she told me she cant make it tml! Wad lor, i have to msg her den she tewl me. She didn't even bother to tewl me much earlier lor. If i never ask her, so i sha sha go wait for her meh. And i compromise alot alot by saying i can go to tiong bahru meet u, or go your hse bla bla. The bad thing is i already call the shop and told them i would return on saturday, but now, like this, i cannt possibly return on saturday. Wad crap, i took the trouble to call them up but now i cant return. Qi si wo liao!!! We settle on monday temporarily.
My mother keep chaoing me abt it. Always very concerned abt it. I'm already very qi liao. Qi dao mao huo, so i think when i told them wad happen, my tone abit the harsh. Then they think they should take over the 'negotiation'. They think i'm too soft liao. That's why i cant settle it after like one week. She like tt treat me, i still ren-ing her. So my sister took over cos she much harsher than me. And she's very mature liao, haha, very neng gan. So on msn, my sister will tok to her as me la. Den like force her to confirm with us. My whole family very involved in it liao lor. My mother was very anxious to solve it before new year. My whole family very qi.
But jess is still the same. She aint cooperative at all. She still ignores us. And the tone.. like i qian her like tt. My attitude is since she has the vcds, i have to rang4 her, but my mother and sister dun care, they say reason is on our side, why must we compromise. My sister actually not very angry one, but after talking to her, she was also fuming. I take a hands-off approach since they helping me to solve. We even rang her up, but her phone was off. My mother went to the vcd shop and asked the owner wad to do if we lost the vcds. Cos she was very fedup and wanna just report loss and pay the compensation, then we thought everything will be over. But no...
The owner told us, cos they have dai li quan from hongkong HQ, so if loss, they have to report back to HQ, and get a quota then tewl us how much we must pay. It's about $50 per disc, den 15 discs is $750!!!! Cos in singapore the vcds not selling yet, must wait for like 4,5 years for its sale. And rental is only for a few shops in singapore, tt's y very yanzhong. We tot spend like less than $100 bucks, po cia xiao zai, who noes soooo much. And we still must report to police, report loss. The vcds are rented on my name lor. Now everything pointing to me. Arghhh!!!! My sister commanded me to go back home after piano on sunday, tt's y i didn't go for class gathering. My mood very lan also. Nvm nvm.
So we hafta get back to her again. We like make until very jiang for the last session with jess. My sister very serious abt it lor. She even told us she wanna nao4 to her principal there lor. And from my sister character, she's not kidding lor! Cos we noe the sch, we can easily write a complain letter there. My mother very disappointed. I very sad how come i noe such a 'friend'. But jess, still not seem to know how serious it is. I told her it could lead to a police report, my sister wanted to let the police to settle it, to get the vcds back. We told her we may nao4 to her principal also, but jess still like heck care. WAd can i do!!!!! Pull hair pull hair! She dun reply to us, off her phone. But she said her phone low battery, i also dunno. We do alot liao lor, say go to her workplace, when she says she has to work. Go to her hse if she cannot come out. Or ask her parents pass to us also can. But everything cannot!
Wad put me off is her attitude, she doesn't seem to know how anxious we are. And my sister very insistnet to get it on sunday. Finally on sunday, she says monday she can make it. But i got lesson until five plus, so my mother volunteer to take for me. Thank you so much!!! but on monday, jess still msg me, say she got something on, may not make it! She msg me at around 2, we yue at 3. My mother already waiting there liao, she still say this kinda thing. But thank goodness my mother finally got the vcds.
I think i really very stupid. I keep thinking for jess leh. I think like she's younger by one year than me and looks really very guai type, so i shouldn't force her too much. But she like got over my head lor. And when my mother and sister were like scolding her, i was defending her. both my mom and sis tot i abit siao, why still defend her. Cos i think she's afraid to let her mother know, mabbe, tt's y cannot go out bla bla. But from someone, i noe she still has time to watch alot of other shows, she can go here go there, meet her frenz bla bla, but cant meet me. She still has money to buy vcds lor. I dont even noe did she watch finish my vcds but lie say she has no time. She even say i told her she doesnt has to pay. What crap!!! This year i had a bad start!!!! Argghhhh..... somebody help me. I also wan a xing yun chao ren to change my ming4!!!
Its just me and you <3 .
9:58 PM
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